Deep in my heart

If I can repeat the time, wishing it back to the starting point where everything is yet to happen.

But, it will never happen.
Because life is always running and without the "undo" that always accompany.

Regret? The word that is always remembered but too dumb to do.
Sad? Do not want to feel it but always covered my loneliness.
Desperate? It's not going to happen.
Survive? Maybe.

Should it be ?

How strong am I to survive?
Whether if I survive, all this may pass?
Or if I survive, this could all end?
Too many questions that arise.
I want to "delete" this is all from memory.
But make it always was "restore" in my memory.

So, What should I do?

Is this God way to bring together us?